Song of Songs

His cheeks are as a bed of Spices,as sweet flowers...
His mouth is most sweet:yea,He is Altogether Lovely.
This is my Beloved, and this is my Friend. Song of Solomon 5:13,16



torsdag 25 november 2010

Chambers


Welcome into the chambers of the King

As I come in, With My heart beating expectedly,because He Is in Love with Me
So I run into the HIs arms into the arms of my King
and then every ting else in this world Fades away
as i stare into His Face
and the look in His eyes melts my heart away
and leave me speechless.

For He Loves me
And He Cares for me

He has made to be His bride
And I was created to wear the purest white
And to be Gods return pleasure.
I´m created for intemasy with The Lord

And over and over again He sings over me
And over and over He melt my heart away with His songs of Love and over and over again He speak softly
with HIs words of Love and over and over again He sing over me.
So welcome into the chambers of the King
And I do come In for He is In Love with me.

onsdag 13 oktober 2010

Separation



Upon my bed at night I sought him
Whom my soul loves; I sought him, but found him not;
I called him, but he gave no answer.
I will rise now and go about the city,
In the streets and in the squares;
I will seek him whom my soul loves.
I sought him, but found him not.
The sentinels found me, as they went about in the city.
Have you seen him whom my soul loves?
Scarcely had I passed them,
When I found him whom my soul loves.
I held him, and would not let him go
Until I brought him into my mother's house,
And into the chamber of her that conceived me.
I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem,
By the gazelles or the wild does:
Do not stir up or awaken love until it is ready!
(Song of Songs 3:1-5)



Because Of my selfish desire to keep him to myself it resulted in my beloved withholding the sensing of His presence.
I sought after Him upon my bed,taking my ease, hoping and praying He would return.
Then I decided to go out into the city and look for him.
I looked for Him in all the familiar places, bible studies, conventions, prayer meetings, He´s Here, and he´s there.
I followed them all, but could not find Him

I went to the watchmen; after all they were the intercessors.
They could pray for me and give me direction and lead me to whom my soul loves. Instead they were cruel to me.
They started accusing me, asking me what I did wrong.
How did I sin to turn Him away from me? I even inquired of the prophets for they heard from God!

When i went a little ways past them( my soul, emotions and senses) i found Him whom my soul Loves.
As I realized how one-side our relationship was, that i wanted Him all to myself , how I enjoyed the feelings and emotions of fellow shipping with Him
I realized the need for a deeper work in me to walk in the spirit and not in the flesh.

In my quest for knowing more about Him, I allowed my soul to dominate my spirit.
As faith rose up in me I saw clearly that He drew me, He Loved me before i even knew him, he bought me with a price i couldn't´t pay.
He robe of righteousness and covered my shame: took mercy on me in all my sin and ignorance and gave me to change,
to grow, to allow faith to raise in my heart to look into his face and see how I have grown.

onsdag 8 september 2010

A Lover of God


To Be a Lover of God is my greatest desire, that is what I'm pressing in for and longing to be, A Lover That Lives in his presence..to Love Him To adore Him For there is where my Greater Joy is, When I'm in his loving presence there is where i change to be like him, i don't need to struggle in my one power, I just worship him and stay in him to be loved by Him, and in all this all the fruit of the Spirit come fort in me and IN the greatest of intimacy i become One with HIM it's there my heart is becomes like His.
All I long for and what is to be with Him where he is.. there is where i Want to be.. where he Go.. i want to Go...if He stops I will stop... what he do I will do... for all i Want is to have my eyes fixed on Him. my Love is he, my heart Lover that i Love of all of me...
I have no more Joy in this world, for it make me unhappy, my Joy I have delighted in Him.. Oh Jesus... My Lover my trust I Have put in the..Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee, if My flesh and my heart failed: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
So it is good for me to draw near to God for I have put my trust in the Lord GOD, that I may declare all thy works for ever and ever.

tisdag 24 augusti 2010

Work of Grace


Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned. Song of Solomon 8:7


No one ever cared for me like Jesus.You see my every fault, my weakness.
I have always felt inferior to others.
I look at my appearance, my personality and see all my flaws.

The time I have been passed over and others chosen, those who said they loved me and rejected me for someone else.

But Jesus, You saw me with all my faults and You took me with love and tenderness and mercy and grace and You began to draw me to Yourself wrapping me with a gauze like substance that brought comfort and consolation. every layer covering an open wound, soothing and healing the pain.

With each layer came a greater release, a surrender of every tight and knotted thing within me.
Pure love is a safe place to be real.

Each new layer brought a greater sense of security and peace, like lying on a comfortable bed and feeling your nerves and muscles relax and become one with it.

Like being cocooned with Him, called away and to Him.

Separated from all else into His presence that man of the flesh and soul was being absorbed into the wound on His side, so that I could become a spiritual being, a partaker of his divine nature, free to be like Him, like a butterfly, free to fly, beautiful, marked and colored by Him.

His creation so he can be glorified.Yes, free to fly away , but no desire to be separated.
Every awareness of beauty of those wings reminds me of His transformation in me.

måndag 23 augusti 2010

Jesus´love letter to his bride




My Beloved Bride, the time is fast approaching When I will take My loved one to the wedding feast. Remain in My love, live in My Spirit, As in the last days Destructive and false prophets Will arise and increase greatly in number. And many sheep will be handed over to the wolves.Their love will grow cold and turn to hate.Lawlessness will increase, people will devour each other; They will persecute each other and betray My holy Bride. And then the ‘angel of “false” light’ will come saying he is the son of God. He shall perform many signs and wonders, as if he can lead My Bride astray, Disloyalty will force the world into his hands, He will perform abominable deeds, things which have never been done or heard of! And then the Creator of the world will come, With fiery trials to test faith. Many will be led astray, walking the road of destruction, because they did not receive the love of the truth.But those who hold steadfastly to the faith will be saved through Him on the Day of Judgement. There will be signs and wonders from the Lord Himself. The first sign: the heavens will open. The second sign: the sound of the trumpet. The wonder of the resurrection of the dead And the rapture of the living. And as foretold by the prophets Jesus will return and all the saints will be caught up with Him on the clouds, Then the world will know that I AM, that I was and that I AM the One to come.
He who sits on a white horse, the One who is Faithful and True, In righteousness He judges and makes war. His eyes are like flames of fire, and on His head are many crowns. He has a name written that no one knows except Himself. And He has on his robe and on his thigh a name written: KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS.

torsdag 5 augusti 2010

The Voice of the Bride‏


"Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine."
Song of songs 1:2



Now I know what love is, Love is the touch of Your hand when I become frightened
Love is the warmth of Your embrace, When I´m Lonely
Love Is the Joy I feel whenever I know , You´re near
Love is the excitement that fills my soul,When You talk with me
Love is when You Hold me and I feel complete
Love is knowing You´ll always be there to pick me up
Love is knowing you´ll always be there and That You will never Leave me of forsake me


I have smelled Your fragrance, I have felt Your arms of Love here within
Your presence my heart quivers like a dove stir in me a passion strong than human desire, stir in me a passion a pure and all consuming fire

One Holy Passion one raging fire
one pure obsession is my desire, a single devotion a simple request,
One name above all names held close to my breast.
One song of all songs
One Bridegroom one Bride
One nature poured out from the wound in His side
One passion
One Fire, our love burns with a true desire.


OH How I Long to be near You, to touch You, yo smell you to Hear your voice.
For you are my true desire Jesus.
I long to feel the warmth of Your embrace,
I long to be able to see Your beautiful face, for You are my true desire,
No one knows me better than You
No one can touch my heart, the way that you do
For You are my true desire Jesus, just the presence of You...near... drowns out all of my fears.


When i lay my head down and when i wake, You are there.
You give me a love that I can not compare, for you are Love that ravishes my very heart.
You are a Love that will never die, for you are my true desire Jesus.

By: Voice of the bride

tisdag 3 augusti 2010

A Lovesick Anticipation


Many are covered with sin and shame. I Know I have done some stupid things in my life. I had some sin that I could not get rid of: It hung over me everywhere I went. Then one day its power was broken over my life. I confessed my sin, brought everything to the light and walked into the freedom.
But Shame still had a hold on me, the enemy was screaming in my ear and condemning me.
However, even when sin controlled my life, Jesus was leaning in, saying," I Want you". he knows everything about us, Nothing is surprise, nothing is a secret for Him.
He is fully aware of our inner Lives. And with that knowledge, the Son of man says," I want you." In that place, all he wants is our gaze.

In the same way He spoke to the Laodicean in the book of revelation, I believe Jesus is speaking to us today,I wish that you were either hot or cold" He yearns for us to grasp His affection and for that to fuel our affection as we pour it back upon Him. He is calling us back to our place in the vine where we are abiding in Him, a place of repentance because he wants our gaze and He will do anything to get it. Do you know why he is even willing to discipline you ? Because He Loves you, He will do whatever it takes to get your gaze.

Look at if from the Father´s perspective. He says, I want to present a bride to My Son who is completely in love with Him.
Oh, Church, you have no idea who this One is, but if you begin to touch the depths of this Man you will be so awakened for my Son that you will long for His coming.

Human history ends with us, the bride of Christ, calling out for Jesus to come because we are Lovesick and cannot wait for the day when He splits the sky. He is coming back, and we, the Church are going to be there. Nothing is going to be distracting our gaze. He will have a pure and spotless Bride. This is the reason of all creation.She will be found wanting, waiting, and ready.
She is not going to be concerned about herself, her circumstances, her position, or her posture in life. She has only one concern: the Divine has pierced her and she is lovesick because she has touched Him.
We will be standing there saying, Jesus, I cannot wait to see You ! I cannot wait for the day that my eyes see Yours, Oh, Jesus, You Love me and I love you. I want You to come back. You have wounded me with Love and there is no other place I can turn. I am ruined for anything less. It is about Love, Jesus ! Come to me !
By : One Thing

söndag 25 juli 2010

You have ravish my heart




1 John 2.15 john said" Do not love the world or the things in this world.If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him

What John is saying, is do not set your house up in such a manner that a perfect earthly career and reputation are what you live for. If you live like that, at the end of your life, when you stand before Him, your heart will not be inflamed with passion and longing. When you buy into the cultural norms of the day, you will not be able have passion that will move you to the One from whom you were created.
We are not to make this world the object of our affection or the anchor of our hope.
We are not to be influenced by the trends and feelings that prevail this hour.The one who gives himself to the things of this world will not long for Jesus.

Our Goal in this shall be with in us, is to give us something more than basic mental assent, beyond the Yeah yeah I know He´s God and stuff.
Our desire should be that it would be an awakened hunger within us - that there would actually be a longing to be in Him and to say," Jesus, I desire You and you alone! It´s my heart´s cry to encounter You.
That is what i live for!I'm living for a person who moves me like nothing else could.
So I will abandon everything that hinders me,Distractions will be removed because I have an ache for You Jesus!
I have a longing and hunger to be with You and You alone !

Our ability to love is truly limited because we are finite people. The human heart only has so much affection, and it is physically impossible to have two lovers as number one in our life.
John said that when you give yourself to other loves, you will not be able to find your way. Having inflamed passion for The Son of Man has to be your heart´s singular cry.

In Mark 14:3-9 we find an amazing story about Mary of Bethany

And being in Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he sat at meat, there came a woman having an alabaster box of ointment of spikenard very precious; and she brake the box, and poured it on his head And there were some that had indignation within themselves, and said, Why was this waste of the ointment made?For it might have been sold for more than three hundred pence, and have been given to the poor. And they murmured against her.And Jesus said, Let her alone; why trouble her? she hath wrought a good work on me For you have the poor with you always, and whensoever you will you may do them good: but me you have not always, She hath done what she could: she is come a forehand to anoint my body to the burying. Verily I say unto you, Wheresoever this gospel shall be preached throughout the whole world, this also that she hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her.

Jesus was using Mary´s heart as the model of desire and devotion.He lifted her up as the example.He said, This is what I am calling you to,This is the model of devotion and Love-a heart that is willing to give up everything and lay it at the feet of God.She is the model of this life we are called to lead.

So what Mary said is: You guys not get it I touched Him;He has wooed me and stirred me. This is what motivates me: This love is the longing that drives me. I Will pour over Jesus every ounce of Love. He has touched me and my response is to give everything. I will lay it all at His feet because I have been stricken with love.

If the Church would preach on the excellencies of this Man. The true message of Jesus-His undeniable character, the fullness of His emotions, His rapturous affections, His overflowing heart, His tenacious pursuit-then when the sermons stop and the hour of testing comes, the wounded people in the Church will be strong- not in their own perceived greatness and success, but in the strength of the Lord.
In that hour they will say," Take anything you want,but you cannot have my Love. It cannot be stolen. It is the most precious thing I have,and I do not care if I have anything else. I desire Jesus; Desire is what moves me, motivates me, and keeps me standing. I am not living for this Life; I am living for Him. Take whatever you want -I am His and He is mine.

The enemy has blinded many in the Church, many have bought into the religious lifestyle that numbs us to the reality of Jesus´existence without moving us any closer to understanding the heart of Jesus.
Many in the Church today are hungering and longing for something of truth and depth, but leadership only offers them a pacifier. Slowly we begin to give up and respond from a wounded hear that yet to be fully restored.
Thankfully, the structure of religion was never meant to satisfy; Jesus alone satisfies the hunger within you. The gospel is a call to a Man, Christ Jesus, not a cultural setting, a church building, a specific ministry model, or a group of people. Only when you touch Jesus is your hunger satisfied. As you see Jesus, desire will be awakened within you - a desire that can never be taken away - and you will offer your life to the Lord as one who has loved well. The passionate "Yes" in our heart will ravish Him and he will invite us into His eternal embrace as a faithful and fully pleasing Bride, the delight of his Heart.
By: One Thing

torsdag 22 juli 2010

Mirror Image‏


I am a wall and my breast are like towers, Thus i have become in His eyes like one bringing contentment. Song of Song 8:10



Finally She is seeing herself as He sees her.

She sees how all the test and trials were designed her into an understanding that even she was a finished work in His eyes, she had to shed the old garments and put on the new as she acknowledged what He did for her.

She saw herself as a wall, steadfast, solid, well built, and capable of standing against the enemy. Her breasts like towers, she no longer saw herself as immature and helpless.

She sees herself as the chosen one, complete in him, victorious, glorious and reflecting Him.

She sees the pleasure in Him that she has responded to his mercy and grace.

And He says to her," I am in the midst of you, a mighty God who saves, I rest in My love for you and rejoice over you with singing.

fredag 16 juli 2010

Time for Love


And when I passed by you, I saw you polluted in your own blood, I said unto you when you wast in your blood, Live, Yes, I said unto you when you wast in your blood, Live, I have caused you to multiply as the bud of the field, and you hast increased and waxen great, and thou art come to excellent ornaments, your breasts are fashioned, and your hair is grown, whereas you wast naked and bare.
Now when I passed by you, and looked upon you, behold, your time was the time of love, and I spread my skirt over You, and covered your nakedness, Yes, I swore unto you, and I entered into a covenant with you, saith the Lord GOD, and you became mine.

Then washed I you with water, Yes, I throughly washed away your blood from you and I anointed thee with oil I clothed thee also with broidered work, and shod you with badgers' skin, and I girded you about with fine linen, and I covered you with silk.
I decked you also with ornaments, and I put bracelets upon thy hands, and a chain on your neck, And I put a jewel on your forehead, and earrings in thine ears, and a beautiful crown upon thine head.

Thus wast you decked with gold and silver; and your raiment was of fine linen, and silk, and broidered work, you didst eat fine flour, and honey, and oil: and you wast exceeding beautiful, and you didst prosper into a kingdom And you renown went forth among the heathen for your beauty, for it was perfect through my comeliness, which I had put upon you, saith the Lord GOD.

You are all fair, my love; there is no spot in thee, for you are mine now and no one can take you from my hand.

from Hez and song of songs

söndag 11 juli 2010

Come you that thirst !!




Ho, every one that is thirsty, come to the waters, he that has no money, come and buy and eat, yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.
Seek the LORD while he may be found, call upon him while he is near, Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD, For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts, For as the rain come down and the snow from heaven and returned not thither but watered the earth, and make it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater. So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing where to I sent it.
So Come, And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is a thirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely and whosoever drink of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.
For I have loved thee with an everlasting love and I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds saith the LORD.

fredag 28 maj 2010

All I want is You



My heart burns for you my Love ... my soul's longs for you My Savior, with all my strength I want to love you My King My heart desire..I turn to you, run to you, I stay close to you and I don't what to leave you side...When I call for you . you answer me.. when I need you . you always be here......My heart burns for you, with pure passion, for you are my God, my Savior my Husband and my friend.Everything about you makes my heart week for you, I melt away in Your pressens in Your love that You have for me, for I Love you so much..
Everything You do I love it, everything You say I love it, Even if i don't understand and it hurts sometimes, I Love it any way I what to surrender to you with all and my everything...I what to Riley on you in everything, So Let your Will be done in my Life oh Lord.

For I give you everything of me, MY heart my soul... my all to you.
For You Jesus is my treasure my secret passion in my heart..It only for you I'm bloom.
So Even if I live or Die I do it for you, oh Lord !
My Love is yours Jesus

måndag 19 april 2010

Arise, Come‏

My beloved is like a roe or a young hart: behold, he standing behind our wall, he looking through the windows, shewing himself through the lattice. My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land; The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.Song of Solomon 2:9-13


He is calling to me to arise. He is calls me His Love,His fair one.He woos me to come away for the winter is past and over, to arise from the cave of hibernation where a deep work of dying to self hes kept me hidden from His presence where a metamorphosis has been taking place. But lo, in the midst of this separation I hear Him call my name.... "Arise, my love and come away" I taken my flight where new life awaits me, where everything is budding, flowers appear out of the cold dead earth, birds are mating and bringing forth new life, and every living thing is reproducing its self.It is a call to resurrection life. Open your eyes to beauty, to love, to hope, joy and peace.Take my Hand He says and come with me. Adventure waits, and We shall climb the greatest heights together. And I will teach you My ways and you will do My acts.

We are One.

lördag 17 april 2010

Natural Abilities




I Liken you; My Darling, to a mare harnessed To one of the chariots of Pharaoh.
















In Spite of what I saw in Myself, You called me your Love. You declares once agaien Your Love for me comparing me with the beauty of Your favorite mare, wich in Your eays was Your most priceless possession chosen from the best of stock in the world, at great price, beautiful indeed with its flowing mane, powerful and swift body. Every man considered his horse to be his best friend, sensitive to his every mood and disire.

fredag 16 april 2010

His Garden


A garden inclosed Im, his spouse a spring shut up a fountain sealed. Thy plants are an orchard of pomegrantes with pleasant fruits, camphire with spikenard. Yes Spikenard and saffron and with all trees of frankincense and with all chief spices. That is how Im for my beloved . A Fountains of garden a well of living waters and streams for Im my beloved and he is mine . Song of Solomon.


WHat an Honor and a privilege to be His garden that is enclosed and barred for His use alone, for times set apart and alone with Him. A place where time stands still, things of this earth are forgotten, just to be aware of Him, my King, My Lover, My Spouse. A place that allows His Light to flood my heart and I learn of Him and to Listen to His voice and hear the desires of His heart. A place to take time to enjoy the moment, to find satisfaction in the now, to yield to His wooing that fulfills a need in Him, A time of peace, where we are not so caught up in the testing and trials we go through, a place to become more like Him. He longs for us to be still, enjoy where we are, take stock in who we are, and recognize that as He lives in us. We are His connection to the earth. His desire is to be so united to us and us so yielded with Him that He has free course to touch, to move, to work, to do His will on earth.

Awake, O north wind; and come, thou south; blow upon my garden, that the spices thereof may flow out. Let my beloved come into his garden, and eat his pleasant fruits

Surrender Warrior


Without true worship of God there can be no victory in warfare.For what we bleed when we are wounded by satanic assaults or difficult circumstances is the true measure of our worship.You see, what comes out of our hearts during times of pressure is in us, but hidden during times of ease.If you are a true worshipper, your spirit will exude worship to God no matter what Battle You are fighting.In warfare, worship creates a wall of fire around the soul

onsdag 14 april 2010

The call of Love


Jesus Said to Simon Peter,"Simon, son of Jonah, do you Love ME more than these ? He said to Him" Yes Lord;You Know that I Love You " He Said to him " Feed MY lambs"JOHN 21:15


Wisdom and Knowledge will be the stabillity of your times, And the strengt of Salvation.ISAIHA 33:6
O My Beloved, abide under the shelter of the lattice for I have betrothed you to Myself, and though you are sometimes indifferent toward Me; my Love for you is at all times as a flame of fire.My ardor never cools. My longing for your love and affection is deep and constant.Tarry not for an opportunity to have more time to be alone with Me. Take it, though you leave the tasks at hand. Nothing will suffer. Things are of less inportance than you think. Our Time together is like a garden full of flowers, whereas the time you give to things is a field full of stubble.I Love you, and if you can always, as it were, feel MY pulse beat, you will receive insight that will give you sustaining strength.Ibore your sins an I wish to carry your burdens.You may take The gift of light and merry heart, for MY lovedispels all fear and is cure for every ill.Lay your head upon MY breast and lose yourself in Me.You will experience resurrection life and peace; The Joy of The Lord will become your strength and wells of salvation will be opened within you.This is His word to us.. (se Songs os solomon 2:9-13)