The Holy Road

The wilderness and the solitary place shall be glad for them; and the desert shall rejoice, and blossom as the rose

It shall blossom abundantly, and rejoice even with joy and singing: the glory of Lebanon shall be given unto it, the excellency of Carmel and Sharon, they shall see the glory of the LORD, and the excellency of our God.



Strengthen ye the weak hands, and confirm the feeble knees

Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong, fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a recompence; he will come and save you.



Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped.

Then shall the lame man leap as an hart, and the tongue of the dumb sing: for in the wilderness shall waters break out, and streams in the desert.

And the parched ground shall become a pool, and the thirsty land springs of water: in the habitation of dragons, where each lay, shall be grass with reeds and rushes.



And an highway shall be there, and a way, and it shall be called The way of holiness; the unclean shall not pass over it; but it shall be for those: the wayfaring men, though fools, shall not err therein.

No lion shall be there, nor any ravenous beast shall go up thereon, it shall not be found there; but the redeemed shall walk there.



And the ransomed of the LORD shall return, and come to Zion with songs and everlasting joy upon their heads: they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.

Isa. 35:1-10

Love Letter

My love for you tonight is so deep and tender that it seems to be outside myself as well.

I am fast shut up like a little lake in the embrace of some big mountains.

If you were to climb up the mountains, you would see me down below, deep and shining - and quite fathomless, my dear. You might drop your heart into me and you'd never hear it touch bottom.

Out from the Wilderness

"Who is this that cometh up from the wilderness,
leaning upon her beloved?
(Song. 8:5)

The engagement period was nearing the End, Final decisions to be made
Total commitment, once the Wedding vows were made there was no turning back.

Therefore, behold, I will allure her, and bring her into the wilderness, and speak comfortably unto her."
(Hosea. 2:14)

It was time to separate her from all outward, stimuli of all the things He (Jesus) could do for her as being the queen,
All the glitter and the beauty of clothes and jewels,
The honor and authority of being first Lady,
not to mention the attention of the most handsome KING
there were certainly many things to please the flesh.

The wilderness experience was where they were cut off and separated from all the things that dazzle the eye.
It was time to look at the motives of the Heart,
to make sure Her heart was totally dedicated to Him,
that She would marry Him even if He had nothing.

Be still

I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem,
by the roes, and by the hinds of the field,
that ye stir not up, nor awake my love, till he please

The voice of my beloved! behold,
he comes leaping upon the mountains, s
kipping upon the hills."
Song. 2:7-8)



Be still !!

Be silent before The Lord,

Rest in His Arms, even as you approach a deer in the field.
The least movement will make him flee so it is with your spirit.
The least movement of your flesh will cause it to flee.
Be silent
Allow place for the spirit to hear what the Beloved speaks.



let all the earth keep silence before him.
Hab. 2:20

He will rest in His love, He will joy over thee with singing.
(Zep. 3:17)

Because She has entered into His rest She is able to hear Him calling to her, to come away with Him.
Here He comes like a gazelle early in the morning,
leaping upon the mountains,
the great craggy heights and over deep chasms with confidence and strength,
having already overcome all the difficulties of the Day.
He looks into the window of your heart to see if You will come with Him.
Now the decision is yours whether to take His hand and trust Him,
or stay behind the wall of fear and distrust.

You have Set me as a seal upon thine heart

"Set me as a seal upon thine heart,
as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death;
jealousy is cruel as the grave:
the coals thereof are coals of fire,
which hath a most vehement flame.

Many waters cannot quench love,
neither can the floods drown it:
if a man would give all the substance of his house for love,
it would utterly be contemned."
(Song. 8:6-7)

When you seal an envelope you close it up and the contents within are protected for a certain person.
It is time to bring closure to any thoughts of past Lovers, or the thought that maybe I will find some one better.
The decision that, "This is it,this is my true love,"had been made.

"And I will betroth thee unto me for ever;
Yes, I will betroth thee unto me in righteousness,
and in judgment, and in loving kindness,
and in mercies.
I will even betroth thee unto me in faithfulness:
and thou shalt know the LORD."
(Hosea. 2:19-20)

Again He confirms His to me.
And My response is " I do "

For My response was " I give my whole self.
No longer will I waver between two opinions of should i trust myself,
my own opinions,
my own strength,
or will I trust in and lean on Him "

True Love will die for one another for true love cannot be quenched.
It is an uncontrollable flame within.
True Love is not jealous.
It will believe in each other regardless of circumstances in life that come against them,
confident in their love that it will overcome.
It gives protection like unto a mother lion protecting her cubs.

I sang to Him a love song, we sat on the porch swing rocking gently,
I was snuggled on His lap like a little child,
His arm securely around me,
The peace
The security
The Love penetrated my hole being.
The stars twinkled
The moon was bright, and there was a sweet fragrance in the warm night air.
There was no need for words.

In My heart I was praying, may this Love last forever
It was like He knew my thoughts and said "
I have put a seal on your heart that will preserve our Love forever throughout eternity.
I have inscribed you in My Heart, I have put a seal on your arm that the hole world will know you are mine.

Don´t allow jealous thoughts to enter in for they are as cruel as death.
My capacity to love is so vast that I can love everyone who comes to me totally without dividing it.
Do not be jealous.
Jealousy causes you to think others are more privileged or
favored than you,
But know my Love for you is pure and whole.
No man knows or comprehends how My bride will be the church,
For my thoughts are higher than your thoughts and My ways not your ways.

Chambers

Welcome into the chambers of the King

As I come in, With My heart beating expectedly,because He Is in Love with Me
So I run into the HIs arms into the arms of my King
and then every ting else in this world Fades away
as i stare into His Face
and the look in His eyes melts my heart away
and leave me speechless.

For He Loves me
And He Cares for me

He has made to be His bride
And I was created to wear the purest white
And to be Gods return pleasure.
I´m created for intemasy with The Lord

And over and over again He sings over me
And over and over He melt my heart away with His songs of Love and over and over again He speak softly
with HIs words of Love and over and over again He sing over me.
So welcome into the chambers of the King
And I do come In for He is In Love with me.

Separation

Upon my bed at night I sought him
Whom my soul loves; I sought him, but found him not;
I called him, but he gave no answer.
I will rise now and go about the city,
In the streets and in the squares;
I will seek him whom my soul loves.
I sought him, but found him not.
The sentinels found me, as they went about in the city.
Have you seen him whom my soul loves?
Scarcely had I passed them,
When I found him whom my soul loves.
I held him, and would not let him go
Until I brought him into my mother's house,
And into the chamber of her that conceived me.
I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem,
By the gazelles or the wild does:
Do not stir up or awaken love until it is ready!
(Song of Songs 3:1-5)



Because Of my selfish desire to keep him to myself it resulted in my beloved withholding the sensing of His presence.
I sought after Him upon my bed,taking my ease, hoping and praying He would return.
Then I decided to go out into the city and look for him.
I looked for Him in all the familiar places, bible studies, conventions, prayer meetings, He´s Here, and he´s there.
I followed them all, but could not find Him

I went to the watchmen; after all they were the intercessors.
They could pray for me and give me direction and lead me to whom my soul loves. Instead they were cruel to me.
They started accusing me, asking me what I did wrong.
How did I sin to turn Him away from me? I even inquired of the prophets for they heard from God!

When i went a little ways past them( my soul, emotions and senses) i found Him whom my soul Loves.
As I realized how one-side our relationship was, that i wanted Him all to myself , how I enjoyed the feelings and emotions of fellow shipping with Him
I realized the need for a deeper work in me to walk in the spirit and not in the flesh.

In my quest for knowing more about Him, I allowed my soul to dominate my spirit.
As faith rose up in me I saw clearly that He drew me, He Loved me before i even knew him, he bought me with a price i couldn't´t pay.
He robe of righteousness and covered my shame: took mercy on me in all my sin and ignorance and gave me to change,
to grow, to allow faith to raise in my heart to look into his face and see how I have grown.